DESPERATE Kirsten Dunst bent over Brokebackwards trying to spice up her love life with Hollywood actor Jake Gyllenhaal. The sexy Spiderman star romped all over the place with her Brokeback Mountain man — but now she sadly admits it couldn’t save their three-year relationship. Kirsten, who plays the title role in new blockbuster Marie Antoinette, said: "Jake and I couldn’t last. He’s a stay-at-home boy and I’m an out-on-the-town girl. "We tried to spice things up — we had sex in cars, in the bathroom and even by the sea. The only place we didn’t have the guts to try was in a walkway in a hotel because we thought we might get kicked out if we were caught. "I’m so young, he’s so young and I just keep thinking now I need to be on my own." But Kirsten opened her heart to talk of her secret sadness at the break-up and her hopes for the future. "Jake was the love of my life," she said. "He was, is and always will be. "Despite what has happened, though, I still have this whole fairytale vision in my head because I was brought up on movies and storybooks that say I’m going to find my soulmate, get married and have a perfect life. "Maybe one day that will be with Jake." Kirsten, 24, who split with the 25-year-old Donnie Darko star last year, added: "Maybe I’m a weird girl and I just needed a good freak to match me. "In Jake I believe I found that. He’s a dork. That’s what I love about him. "But I felt that at the age of 22 I just wasn’t ready to settle for a long-term commitment. "I feel so young and there’s still so much to do and see. But I’m not seeing anyone else and as far as I know neither is he…" Kirsten plays Marie Antoinette—the childish, spoiled and ultimately doomed wife of Louis XVI—in a controversial new film about her life leading up to the French Revolution, out on September 29. It’s a role which Kirsten admits pushed her to breaking point. She said: "After filming I’d just go home and pass out. I’d have a glass of champagne, which I would never normally do. I mean, who drinks champagne before they go to bed? Modest Kirsten explained: "I just never felt worthy of playing the part of Marie Antoinette. "Normally when you make a movie, everyone calls you to ask how it is going. Well I couldn’t talk to anybody, not even my friends. "I just did not have the energy. When filming came to an end it was such a relief and I slept so hard that I woke up with a bloody nose." But she insists the end product was worth all the pressure and stress."When I saw the movie for the first time I was so proud," she said. But it’s Jake who obviously still has a hold on her heart. She said: "Maybe some day it will work out for us. I’m sad this happened but my career is blossoming and I want to make the most of every moment. "We’re two people who’ve been in love and the feelings we have for each other will remain very special. "I don’t believe we’re finished for ever…and neither does he."
ROCK legend Sir Paul McCartney has offered Heather Mills a £40 million divorce deal to buy her silence, the News of the World can reveal. He will pay the money over 20 years and in return she must keep quiet about what went wrong in their marriage for the rest of his life. Macca, 64, who is worth about £825 million, came up with the deal as the mud-slinging between the pair eased. A source close to the couple said: "They are thrashing out a deal which would amount to between £30 million and £40 million over 20 years and there will be strict conditions. "Heather must reveal nothing about their personal lives… no books, no TV specials. "She has one hell of a story and Paul wants a settlement to make sure it never comes out. "Heather has no intention of telling it because she knows it would only hurt their daughter Bea, but it would always be lurking in the background. "Any breach of the conditions would allow him to stop the payments — so basically he has control of Heather for the rest of his life. "There’s a long way to go but it looks like that will form the basis of the settlement." "I don’t think there is a chance that they will get back together but the war is over. "They have reached a new stage in their relationship where they can talk, be around each other and co-operate in the best way for Bea. It’s a huge relief for both of them." A source close to Macca, who is planning a world tour next year, said: "He really hopes this latest move will see the end of it and give them both a chance to get on with their lives."
Granted we still only see her the holding food, but I think she actually is going to eat it. So I hope these two stay together because maybe with him she will actually put on some weight!
DESPERATE Kirsten Dunst bent over Brokebackwards trying to spice up her love life with Hollywood actor Jake Gyllenhaal. The sexy Spiderman star romped all over the place with her Brokeback Mountain man — but now she sadly admits it couldn’t save their three-year relationship. Kirsten, who plays the title role in new blockbuster Marie Antoinette, said: "Jake and I couldn’t last. He’s a stay-at-home boy and I’m an out-on-the-town girl. "We tried to spice things up — we had sex in cars, in the bathroom and even by the sea. The only place we didn’t have the guts to try was in a walkway in a hotel because we thought we might get kicked out if we were caught. "I’m so young, he’s so young and I just keep thinking now I need to be on my own." But Kirsten opened her heart to talk of her secret sadness at the break-up and her hopes for the future. "Jake was the love of my life," she said. "He was, is and always will be. "Despite what has happened, though, I still have this whole fairytale vision in my head because I was brought up on movies and storybooks that say I’m going to find my soulmate, get married and have a perfect life. "Maybe one day that will be with Jake." Kirsten, 24, who split with the 25-year-old Donnie Darko star last year, added: "Maybe I’m a weird girl and I just needed a good freak to match me. "In Jake I believe I found that. He’s a dork. That’s what I love about him. "But I felt that at the age of 22 I just wasn’t ready to settle for a long-term commitment. "I feel so young and there’s still so much to do and see. But I’m not seeing anyone else and as far as I know neither is he…" Kirsten plays Marie Antoinette—the childish, spoiled and ultimately doomed wife of Louis XVI—in a controversial new film about her life leading up to the French Revolution, out on September 29. It’s a role which Kirsten admits pushed her to breaking point. She said: "After filming I’d just go home and pass out. I’d have a glass of champagne, which I would never normally do. I mean, who drinks champagne before they go to bed? Modest Kirsten explained: "I just never felt worthy of playing the part of Marie Antoinette. "Normally when you make a movie, everyone calls you to ask how it is going. Well I couldn’t talk to anybody, not even my friends. "I just did not have the energy. When filming came to an end it was such a relief and I slept so hard that I woke up with a bloody nose." But she insists the end product was worth all the pressure and stress."When I saw the movie for the first time I was so proud," she said. But it’s Jake who obviously still has a hold on her heart. She said: "Maybe some day it will work out for us. I’m sad this happened but my career is blossoming and I want to make the most of every moment. "We’re two people who’ve been in love and the feelings we have for each other will remain very special. "I don’t believe we’re finished for ever…and neither does he." 
